Theme by Brandon

"All that is gold does not glitter,
Not all those who wander are lost;"

- J.R.R Tolkien

Tags below for easy scroll;


My Music

Personal Photographs


Recommended Blogs
Message / Ask

you :

Honest words on who I am.

EDIT : This is now almost 3 years old, I do not feel it stands as an accurate representation of who I am now as inevitably there has been changes. I will perhaps write a new one soon, but I feel more and more these days, it’s incredibly hard to sum up a person with just words.

Sitting awake on another night where sleep is being a shy recluse, so yet again, I had time to let my thoughts wander a few miles listlessly through the overused trodden paths in my mind.

I realised that I have never had a true personal post, where something about myself was directly inscribed onto the pages of my blog, so I put on my glasses to write my longest and most personal post to date because I felt like writing.

I don’t really like talking about myself because it always makes me feel like a intrinsically conceited narcissist, so not many people know much about me beyond the general trivia some quick conversations might’ve produced.

Regardless, due to human nature,  I am also sure that people most probably already have a firm grasp as to what kind of person they think I am, their own judgements established and assured. I don’t mind at all though.

When I am forced to describe myself, my replies are usually short and use the word normal and average consistently.

But for just this once, I would like to try describe the kind of person I am with some honesty and little conscious restraint.

If you read this far, thank you and if you curiousity is piqued then…

"I am a sane, logical and straightforward male. I am selective in many things but I often relate this to the fact that I’m opinionated, but who isn’t these days?

I rarely show what I’m feeling through expressions, instead my mood is reflected through how I talk and interact with others. I am not socially inept or a recluse but I do like the solitude of my own company.

I have never had my heart broken, because my heart is not made of clay. I have been called cold hearted before because I show little emapthy & sympathy to subjects that do not need it.

I don’t like to hate things and subsequently I don’t openly display my dislike of anything and keep negativity to myself, because my mother taught me so.

Although I come across as a dickbag through my writing sometimes, I assure you that I do have feelings and emotions. I don’t think I am better than anyone else and I love the world.

My beliefs stem around fair equality, respect to everything and an idealistic peace but I don’t box myself in to be a close minded opinion-robot to suit trends. I like hearing about the beliefs of others and I like learning about others, because I find people facinating and wonderful.

I am a happy person, but I am not an extrovert who radiates sunshine out of their backside. People often mistake me for being a sad person, but it just looks that way because I’m in deep thought a lot of the time.

Albeit my cynical tendencies, I really want to only love one girl forever because deep down, I am secretly a hapless romantic at heart.

My dream is to live a happy life. And my fear is that one day I will disappear and I won’t know what awaits me until it happens.”

It is hard not to sound like a self-centred fool while writing so much about yourself and I apologise

But if you actually read this far then, with my grateful regards, I hope you got to know me a little further than what my icon picture and posts may portray.

Words can only paint a rough outline of our personalities, but with a good dose of honesty it can always help people connect, which in the end I think is infinitely beautiful.

Ps. I would like it if people tried this out for themselves by writing down a few things truthfully about who you are. Please send me a link if you write one, because I would love to read it.

Posted on 18 August
85 notes

  1. susmagee reblogged this from devalexwg
  2. pandahans reblogged this from devalexwg
  3. dcfajriani reblogged this from devalexwg
  4. devalexwg posted this